When Julianne began courtingRyan Seacrest in 2010, she was launched to a brand new world—one with luxurious holidays, courtside Lakers seats and glamorous date nights.
“The rug was swept up from beneath me and I used to be simply flying,” she mentioned on an August 2024 episode of Dax Shepard’s podcast Armchair Expert. “I used to be experiencing issues that I didn’t even know existed. However then I had this insecurity that I used to be like, ‘I don’t ever need anyone to suppose that I’m with him because of this. So I then began enjoying smaller.'”
“I, once more, overcompensated, was malleable to suit into precisely what any individual wanted me to be for them to be blissful,” she added. “What I’ve realized over time is I do not know if I’ve ever actually been in love with somebody, however I’ve beloved the sensation of being beloved. And so let me be what that must be in order that I may be beloved. After which as a result of I am so crammed with love from somebody, in fact I really like you. I really like everybody. I have been in love with everyone I’ve ever dated, however have I? I do not wanna overanalyze it as a result of each particular person I’ve additionally dated has been an excellent particular person.”
When Julianne and Ryan break up 2013, she famous, loads of “Brentwood mothers and producers” questioned the choice.
“They’re like, ‘Your life is totally arrange,'” she mentioned. “And I used to be like, ‘However I did not construct it.’ And naturally I used to be like, ‘I have to create this,’ competitively, like, ‘it isn’t mine, and I wanna really feel the satisfaction of doing it.’”